KiTxva: rodis gaxda mama gabrieli wmidani?
Date: 2015-10-07; view: 506.
KiTxva: mama giorgi, erTma moZRvarma gviTxra, rom mama gabrieli ar aris wmidanio, radgan masze ar dawerila arc tropari da arc kondakio.
Namdvili mRvdeli namyofia sasufevelSi da zustad icis, rogor miiyvanos iq misi mrevli.
es aris mokled namdvili mRvdlis SesaZleblobebi.
pasuxi: me ver gavige, ratom gixsenaT man tropar-kondaki?! gana tropar-kondaki aqcevs kacs wmidanad?! an kidev, tropar-kondaki rogor daiwereboda jer, roca eklesias oficialurad ar Seuracxavs gabrieli wmidanad! me ar vici, ras fiqrobs is moZRvari gabrielze, mara Cems azrs getyviT _ gabrieli udidesi wmidania RmerTis winaSe, is RmrTisgan aris wmidani da vin da rodis dawers masze tropars, amas CemTvis ara aqvs arsebiTi mniSvneloba! Tu gwamT gabrieli, evedreT mas da naxavT, Tu SeuSlis xels gabriels Tqvens SewevnaSi is, rom masze tropar-kondakis dawera jer ar gadauwyvetiaT zerele da urwmuno adamianebs!..
pasuxi: mama gabrieli ki a r g a x d a, aramed d a i b a d a wmidanad! gasagebia?! Tqven cota iciT da sxvebs amowmebT... daRupavT suls, babua!...
gabrieli wmidani iyo maSinac, roca mas saqarTveloSi mRvdlebi ar aziarebdnen! gasagebia?!... is mRvdeli iyo RmerTis TvalSi maSinac, roca mas mRvdloba SeCerebuli hqonda!... gasasgebia?!
rodis unda gamoiRviZoT!.. gabrielis devna ar unda iyos qarTveli eris Cakvirvebisa da sulieri gamoRviZebis sagani? nuTu ver xvdebiT ras geubnebiT?! ra dReSi vyofilvarT da varT kidev jerjerobiT!...
gabriels, am WeSmaritad udides moZRvars, saqarTveloSi ar aziarebdnen!... mereda vin, gana isev qarTveli samRvdeloeba ara?!.. gana qarTveli mRvdelmTavrebisagan ar hqonda akrZaluli mRvdelmsaxureba?! ra didi gansja amas unda. Tavad es faqti metyvelebs yvelaferze!.
raSi iyo saqme?! ver s c n o b d n e n gabriels, Tu ver i t a n d n e n mas?!Tu imas ityvian, rom ver cnobdnen; ai me ras getyviT: sasuliero piri iqneba is episkoposi Tu mRvdeli, romelic ver scnobs da suliT ver grZnobs wmidans, miuxedavad imisa, rogoradac ar unda iqceodes garegnulad wmidani, ar SeiZleba CaiTvalos sulier moZRvrad! radgan sulieri xedva ar gaaCnia! aseT sasuliero pirebs codvilis sasufevelSi ayvana ar SeuZliaT, radganac isini aq miwaze, ver scnobdnen WeSmaritebis sulis matarebels!.. amitom veravin sasulieroTagan, romelmac gabrieli ver icno, ver imarTlebs amiT Tavs.
axla vTqvaT meore _ gabrieli bevrma icno kidevac, magram devnidnen swored imitom, rom ar iyvnen misi sulis, radgan kompartias damorCilebuli sasuliero pirebze, romlebsac, RmerTze metad cekas mdivnebis da `kagebes~ SiSi hqonodaT, ra Tqma unda, WeSmaritebis suli ar daivanebda!
gabrieli ebrZoda borotebas maSin, roca qveyana borotebis xanaSi imyofeboda, da roca sasuliero pirebi xmis amoRebas ver bedavden!... gabrielis cxovreba da moRvaweoba udidesi movlenaa! da mis pirovnebas sulieri moZRvrebi unda acnobdnen da aswavlidnen ers da ara ise, erTi-orjer rom axseneben _ `gabrieli wmidani iyoo~ _ ki ar iyo, aramed aris! gabriel beri `Cavlili matarebeli~ nu hgoniaT. RmerTi awi ganabrwyinebs mas mTeli didebiT da Tan yvelas mosTxovs pasuxs mis devna-Seviwroebaze. ise, `gemoze~ gabrielis devnas veravin miCqmalavs!.. verc mis Rvawlsa da swavlebas miaCumaTeben ise, rogoradac es maT surT!...
gabrielis Zala yvelas aqvs Tavis Tavze gamocdili, keTilsac da borotsac. keTili ver bedavda gabrielze rames Tqmas, boroti ki mZvinvarebiT anTxevda gesls. kidev vimeoreb_gabrielis cxovreba unda iqnes saTanadod Seswavlili da unda ganemartos xalxs misi Rvawlis ZiriTadi arsi. radgan iSviaTad aris calke aRebuli wmidani, romlesac egzom rTul da borot dros aseTi mZime jvari da misia etvirTos eris cxovrebaSi.
SimSili, tkivili, sicive, usaxlkaroba, glaxakoba, quCa-quCa wanwali, lanZRva-gineba, sagiJeTi, cixe da devnagamovlil gabrielze ise, sasxvaTaSorisod, ufro ki sakuTari `sulieri Rirsebis~ xazgasasmelad, rom saubroben tanjvagamouvleli, axalgazrda, lamazad da koxtad mowyobili da Tbil taZrebSi mlocveli sasuliero pirebi, guli lamis aris amovardes!...
gabriel beri xSirad ityoda gulgatexili _ `me ver gamigo, qarTvelma erma.~es `ver gamigo~ imas ki ar niSnavda, rom didebasa da pativs iTxovda vinmesgan, an qonebasa da Tanamdebobas!
gabrielis rom ar esmodaT, dResac naTlad ar Cans?!bevrs weren gabrielze, da weren sazogadoebis mierve wmidanebze Seqmnili ”CarCoebis” farglebSi, ara aqvT Setanili is mTavari, risTvisac ibrZoda gabrieli.weren mis saswaulebze da aseTi saswaulebi sxva wmidanebsac bevri CaudeniaT. me yvela wigni da gamocema wavkiTxe gabrielze da getyviT, bevriram misi gamonaTqvamebidan Segnebulad ar aris Setanili. bevri kidev gadakeTebulia da morgebuli `cenzurasa da CarCoebs!..~ an nu dawer da Tu dawer, unda geyos sulieri vaJkacoba, dawero ise, rogoradac es Tavad gabriels gamouTqvams. mas Tqveni daxmareba da Selamazeba ar sWirdeba, mas araferi eSleboda!.. is arasodes moqceula oficiozis CarCoebSi da mis gamonaTqvamebs saTqvenod nu gamoiyenebT, Torem pasuxs agebT!...
gabriels ar eSleboda, roca ambobda: „RmerTs samyaroSi yvelaze wminda adgili sasufeveli aqvs, xolo aq, dedamiwaze_sveticxoveli“. ierusalimi man Tqvenze adre icoda... Tqven nu `exmarebiT~ gabriels `wesis~ dacvaSi, man icoda, ras ambobda, es Tqven ar iciT, is ras ambobda!.. da rom ar iciT da ar mogewonaT, „SeusworeT gabriels?!“Tu ar gesmis gabrielis da ar ici vin aris, ratom wer masze?! sasjelis saqmea es!...
dRes „damkveTebi“, ise alaparakeben bevrs gabrielze, rogorc es Tavad awyobT!.. maT surT iseTi gabrieli gaacnon saqarTvelos rogoric maT awyobT!.. magram icodeT: gabriels vicnobdiT Cven da me vici vin aris is!...sxvaa misi cnoba da sxvaa misi `naxva~. sxvaa misi gageba da sxvaa masTan siaruli.!.sxvaa misi saqmis erTguleba da sxvaa saflavebze yvavilebis mitana da Tundac saflavis movla! gabriels rom ise eqadaga, rogorc es `cenzuragamovlil~ wignebSi iwereba, ra iqneboda gaugebari?!.. magram gabrielma ise iqadaga, rogorc RmerTma aqadaga. amitom iZaxda mama gabrieli, `me ver gamigo qarTvelma ermao~. da rom RmerTma aqadaga, vin unda gabedos misi sityvebis `gadasinjva~, `gafiltvra~ sazogado normebTan misadageba.
vinc `tyavs~ ufrTxildeba da ara s u l s, vafrTxileb: gabrieli male g a m o C n d e b a!... gaigeT es sityva rogorc gindodeT, me ki vici rasac vambob.!..
gabrielis qadagebebs male gangimartavT is, visac yvelaze metad esmis misi _ vinc Tavad gabrielis gamozrdilia!... gabriels warmoaCens is, visac mieca amis ufleba RmerTidan da ara isini, vinc davalebiT cdiloben da ecdebian amis gakeTebas!....
erTi movida CemTan da gamokiTxva damiwyo: `Tqven rogor da saidan icnobdiT mama gabriels.. me masTan arasodes minaxixarTo!~... Tavxedi!... is gabrielTanac davalebiT dadioda da CemTanac ese movida, sacodavi!..
gabrieli, TqvenTan mjdomi, keliidan gausvlelad, ise moivlida samyaros, rom Tqven amis `gagebaSic~ ar iyaviT. is elaparakeboda sulierad wmidanebs amerikaSic, maSinac ki, roca Tqvens saubars ismenda xorcielad, Tqven win mjdomi, gasagebia?!
gabrielis madli odnavadac rom SeeSva sulSi im utifars, aseT kiTxvas rava damisvamda, aramed suliT micnobda mec! mara, ra unda ecno, roca sulgayiduli iyo!...
22. kiTxva: mama giorgi, Tqven xSirad axsenebT, rom `eZebT adamians~, ras gulisxmobT amaSi, vis eZebT mamao?
pasuxi: getyviT: veZeb adamians niSnavs, veZeb RmrTis mcnebebis aRsrulebis mosurnes!..dRes ki adamianebi codvilebi anu 10 mcnebisa da RvTis kanonebis damrRvevni arian.
dRes wmidanebis Zalian didi Zalisxmevaa mimarTuli swored codvilebis gaadamianurebisken. amis Semdgom ki wmidanebi cdiloben am gaadamianurebuli formebis morwmuned gadaqcevas. modi CamovayaliboT sulieri mdgomareobis safexurebi:
I. c odv i l i;
II. a d a m i a n i;
III. m o r w m u n e _morwmuned iTvleba is, romelsac Cabarebuli aqvs abraamis gamocda anu adamiani, romlisTvisac RmerTia mTavari.
Semdeg modis;
IV. m o n a z o n i anu morCili.es aris RvTis kanonebis Semecnebis damwyebi.aq igulisxmeba ara mxolod xorcieli yofa monasterSi.