Mama giorgi ra igulisxmeba am sityvebSi?

Date: 2015-10-07; view: 641.

Mama giorgi, ris safuZvelze mivida anton kaTalikosi zemoTxsenebul daskvnamde?...

pasuxi: jer erTi, Tqven am kiTxvas Tqveni sulieri moTxovnilebebidan gamomdinare ar misvamT me, aramed cnobismoyvareobiT da ufro ki gamosacdelad!...

meorec, ratom ggoniaT, rom me unda giTxraT anton kaTalikosis sulier mdgomareobaze?! is kaTalikosi iyo!.. ras da rogor xedavda da grZnobda is, iyo misi pirovnuli momenti!...

... ise, dRes mecnierebi adastureben paralelur samyaroebis arsebobas, ganzomilebebs, drois mdinares, oreulebs da bevr sxva ramesac!... Tumca samyaros mowyobis saidumloeba namdvilebs gacilebiT adre da ufro Rrmad hqondaT gaxsnili, vidre Tanamedrove mecnierebs!..

56. kiTxva: mamia asaTianis _ `xaldes yvavilebSi~(gv.10)sweria:

`... RmerTi xom sxvisia da sxvisi... ziari RmerTia, berZnebis ziari RmerTi, aman misca saSualeba berZnebs_saukuneebis manZilze Cveni miwa-wylis meufeni yofiliyvnen~.

pasuxi: me Tqven kritikosi xom ar ggonivarT?! me sasuliero piri var da SemiZlia gipasuxoT imaze. Tu ras werdnen eklesiis wmida mamebi, ama Tu im sakiTxze!...

Tqveni kiTxvis sanacvlod me girCevdiT naxoT macxovris serobis qarTuli freska jruWis oTxTavidan da kargad daakvirdiT mas!... Tumca mis gageba sulieri xedvac sWirdeba, magram Tqvenc SegiZliaT iq aRmoaCinoT mniSvnelovani ram!...

58. kiTxva: ratom xdeba mamao, roca sruliad ucnobi adamiani Cagivlis gverdiT quCaSi da iseTi krToma da SiSi Semodis gulSi, rom didxans ver mSviddebi. ra movlenaa es da rogor unda moviqceT am SemTxvevaSi?

pasuxi. ucnobi, vinc SiSsa da SfoTs aRgiZravs gulSi, ar aris Cveulebrivi adamiani. is an Sepyrobilia, an TviTon eSmaki xorcieli saxiT. ubralo adamians ar aqvs meore adamianis SeSinebis arc Zala da arc survili. rom ara RmerTisgan mfarveloba, aseTebs SeuZliaT daazianon adamiani, rogorc sulierad, ise xorcielad. ar isvenebs boroti, gansakuTrebiT bolo Jams. mTeli jojoxeTi gamosulia qveynad adamianTa misataceblad, magram nu geSiniaT, aqve arian wmidanebic. roca aseTi adamiani Segxvdeba quCaSi, transportSi, eklesiaSi, an sazogadoebrivi TavSeyris sxva adgilebSi _ unda iloco. locva da marxva _ es ori iaraRi dagvitova Cven qriste RmerTma.Tu es eSmakeuli Sens zurgs ukan, an gverdiT imyofeba, unda iloco `mamao Cveno~. es locva, Sens irgvliv wreze, rogorc maRali eleqtro Zabva _ urtyams borots!.. da Tu es boroti Sen win mokalaTda da TvalebSi mtaceblurad giyurebs, maSin imeore locva: `qriste RmerTs dideba” an `qristes dideba~ _ es sityvebi moqmedebs sigrZeze, rogorc ”lazeris” sxivi.boroti imitom girtyams SiSs, rom dagimorCilos, dagipyros da misi Zliereba aRiaro. boroti xarobs, roca qristes morwmune, mis win kankalebs. icis RmerTma, rom Cven uZlurni varT da Seuwevnad ar dagvtovebs borotis winaSe, magram qriste RmerTs unda Cven TviTonac vibrZoloT, ar davemorCiloT da qedi ar movuxaroT borots. Tavidan SeiZleba Zalian SegeSindeT, magram ar danebdeT, boroti cdilobs SiSiT RmerTi dagaviwyoT. Tqven ki unda ivaJkacoT, Zala moikriboT da ganagrZoT qristes dideba _ Sen ki ara, Se boroto, aramed Cems RmerTs dideba! _ `qristes dideba!~_
locvisas TvalebSi nu uyurebT, magram nurc Tavs CaqindravT, aramed uyureT saxis areSi. Tavidan yvelaferi erTad dagatydeba: SiSi, eWvi, uimedoba, uZlureba, magram scadeT da brZola daiwyeT, naxavT ,RmerTi rogor SegewevaT da vin ufro Zlieria!..

ar mogeSveba boroti da arc Sen moeSva locvasa da qristes didebas. ibrZole da RmerTi, romelic am brZolaSi uxilavad SenTan aris, gagaxarebs, daganaxebs qristes saxelis Zlierebas. RmerTs ki ar unda Seni SeSineba, magram roca Tavad igrZnob locvis Zalas, metad gimtkicdeba rwmena.

qristes msaxurebsa da morwmuneebs laCroba ar gvekadreba. qristiani Tavmdabali unda iyos, magram es ar niSnavs mters Tavi dauxaro. qristianebi sxvebze kacTmoyvareebi varT, magram brZolaSi yvelaze mamacebic da sastikebic.

SiSi iZulebiTi morCilebaa da Cven ar Segvferis borotis morCileba.borotTan brZoliT RmerTi avaJkacebs suls. isic icodeT, RmerTi mowyalea da Tqvenze aRmatebul Zalas ar dauSvebs. mas yvelaferi gansazRvruli aqvs. rogorc iswavleba da iwrToba siyvaruli, ise iwrToba da iswavleba simamacec, gambedaobaca da vaJkacobac.

nu geSiniaT borotis sulis Zalis, garegnobis, Tvalebis, xmis, radgan igi maT iyenebs Cveni SeSinebisa da damcirebisaTvis. rodesac SiSi modis, nu miecemiT sasowarkveTilebasa da panikas. am dros RmerTis winaSe unda aRiaro, rom Sen araferi ar xar, rom uZluri xar da arc aravin ara xar RmerTis gareSe da iwyo locva. RmerTi uxilavad TandaTan gagaZlierebT da imasac daganaxebT, es `uSiSari~ da `magari biWi~, rogor aiZurweba da laCrulad gaipareba. didia da uZleveli qriste RmerTi... ase rom, eSinodeT Cvens mtrebs da ara Cven. Cven ki unda gveSinodes codvebis.