II. ar girCevT sxvaTa rCeviTa da rekomendaciebiT airCioT taZaric da moZRvaric.
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KiTxva: mama giorgi ras urCevdiT im adamianebs, romelTac surT eklesiuri cxovreba, magram jer ver SeurCeviaT verc taZari da verc moZRvari?
pasuxi: dRes RvTis madliT saqarTveloSi salocavebi blomadaa. dideba RmerTs! cota xnis win sad iyo taZrebi asarCevad?!...
umjobesia adamiani TviTon mivides taZarSi, sanam mas RmerTi gansacdelebiT miiyvandes!... rac Seexeba arCevans, jer getyviT ras ar girCevT, ar girCevdiT:
I. esa Tu is taZari mxolod imitom airCioT, rom teritoriulad axlosaa Tqvens saxlTan, an kidev imitom, rom `prestiJulia~. TbilisSi aseTi sityvac gavige: `elitaruli fenis taZari~. ar varga ase xumroba! saxifaToa ukrZalveloba!...
axla getyviT ras girCevdiT: rogorc moZRvari, ise taZari airCios Tqvenma sulma!... amisTvis ki SediT da daeswariT wirva-locvebs ramdenime taZarSi da romel taZarSic galoba Tqvens guls Seexeba-moewoneba, an kidev galobam lmobierebis cremli moggvaroT, airCieT is taZari!...
rac Seexeba moZRvris arCevas, am SemTxvevaSi, yurs nu daugdebT sxvaTa rCevebs: es moZRvari Zlieria, is ganaTlebuli, is sulieri da sxva. isini SeiZleba iyvnen qebis Rirsnic, magram ar iyvnen Seni moZRvarni!... Tqven locvaSi sTxoveT RmerTs, raTa agarCevinoT Tqveni sulis axlobeli moZRvari, mere daakvirdiT moZRvrebs, maT sxvadasxva niWebi da Tvisebebi aqvT, magram Tqven upirvelesad, daakvirdiT, Tu ramdenad axlobeli da Sinauria igi Seni sulisTvis. esa mTavaria imisaTvis, rom SemdgomSi SeZlo gulis gaxsna da gulwrfeli aRsareba. Tu moZRvridan krZalva da SiSis grZnoba ufro Warbobs, icodeT, masTan gulwrfeli ver iqnebiT. mTavari ki moZRvrisadmi ndobaa. Tu es ar geqnaT, verc SeiyvarebT da verc daemorCilebiT. aseT SemTxvevaSi ra urTierToba unda aawyoT?!
esaa Cemi rCeva damwyebTaTvis. sulierebaSi rom warematebiT, moZRvris mimarT ukve sxva moTxovnebi gagiCndebaT da isic sxva sulieri kriteriumebiT ixelmZRvanelebs.
10. kiTxva:L m.giorgi, arc ise iSviaTad, roca morwmunes urTuldeba erTi moZRvridan sxva moZRvarTan gadasvla. moZRvrebi amas erTgvari gaRizianebiT, wyromiT, SezRudviT, `wyevis~ magvari muqariT pasuxoben. Tqven ras gvetyodiT am sakiTxTan mimarTebaSi?
pasuxi: yvelaze didi moZRvari Cveni qriste RmerTia!... qriste mxolod mouwodebs!.. is RmerTia da miuxedavad Tavisi Zalauflebisa, ar moiTxovs da ar aiZulebs adamians, Seudges mas. qriste RmerTma yvela adamians misca arCevanis ufleba! da Tu qriste ar zRudavs adamians, rogor SeuZlia qristes msaxur mRvdels aiZulos an SezRudos vinme?! an `daabas~ morwmune adamiani?! a m i s u f l e b a a r a a q v s m R v d e l s !...
Tu moZRvars aqvs raime seriozuli argumenti, undobloba an kidev `codviTi samxili~ im moZRvris mimarT, romelTanac misi mrevli apirebs gadasvlas, man es piradad unda uTxras im mRvdelmsaxurs, Semdgom ki mxolod SegonebiT, keTili rCeviT, scados morwmunis SeCereba. magram Tu morwmune mainc mtkiced idgeba Tavis ganzraxvaze, unda gauSvas is, ra Tqma unda. miT umetes, roca moZRvars ar gaaCnia raime seriozuli mizezi sxva moZRvris mimarT!
moZRvars ara aqvs ufleba SezRudos morwmune, mxolod da mxolod imis gamo, rom es adamiani pirvelad masTan mivida aRsarebaze da ara romelime sxva moZRvarTan!
aseT faqtebs rom jer kidev adgili aqvs Cvens eklesiaSi, imaze metyvelebs, rom moZRvrebs jerac awuxebT ampartavneba, pativmoyvareoba da sxvebze mbrZaneblobis survili, rac yovlad dauSvebelia sulieri moZRvrisTvis!
sulieri moZRvrisa da morwmunis urTierTobis qvakuTxedi aris s i y v a r u l i, n d o b a da m o r C i l e b a! WeSmariti morCilebis arsi da mizani ki mdgomareobs imaSi, rom morwmunem moZRvris xelmZRvanelobiT gaaRwios RmerTamde da gaxdes T a v i s u f a l i! macxovaric xom gveubneba: `me gagaTavisuflebT Tqveno!.~ Tavisuflebamde ki migiyvanT mxolod is, vinc TviTonaa Tavisufali!... da ara is, vinc batonobis JiniT aris Sepyrobili!...
unda daemorCiloT qristes saxeliT imas, visac ar surs sxvebze batonoba da ara imas, vinc qristes saxeliT, sakuTari vnebis monebad gaqcevT!.. Tavisufalia mxolod w m i d a n i da man icis, rogor mogapovebinoT Tavisufleba, rogor gagaTavisufloT vnebebisa da wuTisoflis borkilebisagan! s x v a danarCeni veranairad ver gagaTavisuflebT!... miuxedavad imisa, SeiZleba Zalian surdeT es maT!..
mxolod WeSmariti moZRvris xelSi igemebs morwmune morCilebis tkbil nayofs – Tavisuflebas. mxolod wmida moZRvris xelSia morCileba gulwrfeli, namdvili da macxovnebeli!xolo sulieri xedvisa da gamocdilebis armqone moZRvris xelSi gardauvalia morwmunis _ Tavisuflebis maZieblis, konfliqti!... radgan am SemTxvevaSi morCileba ver iqneba gulwrfeli. is aucileblad miiRebs garegnul saxes, xolo garegnul aragulwrfel `morCilebas~ morwmune mihyavs m o n o b a m d e, an kidev Sinagan protestamde _ urCobamde!.... religiuri monoba ki yvela sxva saxis monobaze gacilebiT saSiSi da saziano mdgomareobaa, romelsac adamiani mihyavs an fanatizmamde an kidev srul pirovnul waSlamde! s u l i e r i m o n o b a s a S i n e l e b a a ! ! !
WeSmariti morCileba iqaa, sadac moZRvari ki ar gaiZulebs, aramed Seni suli gTxovs moZRvrisadmi morCilebas!
sulieri zrdisa da wvrTnis procesi Zneli da mtkivneuli procesia. igi aRsavsea rogorc sixaruliT, aseve mwuxarebiT. morCileba moiTxovs sakuTari nebis daTmobas da yovelgvari akrZalva, SezRudva, Tundac macxovnebeli, aucileblad iwvevs tkivilsa da tanjvas. xSir SemTxvevaSi Sinagan janysac ki, da didi ostatoba da xelovnebaa saWiro faqizad warmarTo sulisTvis aucilebeli, magram mtkivneuli procesebi. wmida moZRvari awonasworebs morwmunis Sinagan samyaros, ixedeba ra masSi. is sulgrZelobiTa da siyvaruliT iTmens morCilis tkivilnarev sulis `amboxs~. madliTa da nugeSiT moulbobs sulsa da guls. uxilavi ZafebiT gonivrulad marTavs mas. roca igive procesebi ampartavan da pativmoyvare moZRvris xelSi aucileblad savalalod mTavrdeba. aseTi moZRvari ver egueba morCilis protests da Sinagan janys. is morwmunis aseT bunebriv gamovlinebebs aRSfoTebiTa da zedmeti simkacriT pasuxobs, miawers ra yovelives `eSmakis manqanebas~ da cdilobs, ufro da ufro SezRudos da garegani `receptebiT uwamlos~ gaRizianebul suls da ara s u l i e r i m a d l i s S i n a g a n i S e x e b i T, radaganac mas es ar ZaluZs!... yvelafers ver movyvebi da verc daswer!... es xom yoveldRiuri, cxovrebiseuli sakiTxia.
sxvisi aRzrda wignebiT SeuZlebelia, Tu TviTon ara gaqvs es gza gavlili!... yoveli adamiani unikaluria. mas gansxvavebuli sulieri, gonebrivi, fizikuri, fsiqologiuri Taviseburebebi gaaCnia. yovel adamians aqvs sulis gansxvavebuli gasaRebi, amitom miuxedavad siwmidisa, moZRvari SeiZleba ar iyos konkretuli adamianis moZRvari. mas SeuZlia gaqaCos morwmune raRac etapze, aiyvanos garkveul safexurze, magram Semdeg miuTiTos - vin da ra aris misTvis aucilebeli Semdgomi ganviTarebisaTvis.
dRes bevri iferebs `sulieri mamis~ wodebas, magram verc acnobiereben, Tu ra Rrma arsi devs am sityvaSi. moZRvari ar SeiZleba iyos yvelas `sulieri mama,~ vinc ki misula masTan. sulieri mamoba dadgenilia zecaSi da ara aq, miwaze!... SeiZleba morwmunem ipovos w m i d a moZRvari, magram advilad ver miagnos Tavis s u l i e r m a m a s!.. e s s x v a T e m aa!...
wmida moZRvari ara Tu mtkivneulad ganicdis misi xelqveiTis sxva mRvdelmsaxurTan urTierTobas, aramed piriqiT, Segnebulad ugzavnis sxva wm.mamas ama Tu im sakiTxis dasamuSaveblad. es aucilebelicaa, radgan yovel wmida moZRvars RvTisagan sxvadasxva sulieri niWi da SesaZlebloba aqvs miniWebuli. rogorc giTxariT, sxva moZRvarTan morwmunis gadasvla aRaSfoTebs mxolod ampartavan da sulieri xedvis uqonel mRvdelmsaxurebs. aseTebi ara Tu sxvasTan `gadasvlas~, aramed saerTod urTierTobasac ki ukrZalaven TavianT mrevls. glaxa saqmea es! babua!... es imaze metyvelebs, rom aseTi mRvdlebi ar arian WeSmariti moZRvrebi da Tu WeSmariti araa, ra saqme unda gqondeT maTTan?!...
did sulierebas rom Tavi davaneboT, ubralod, adamianuradac ver gamigia _ ar surs adamians petresTan da unda iyos pavles morCili. mereda ra aris amaSi uarsayofi?!.. Tu petrec da pavlec qristes WeSmariti msaxurebi arian?!... da Tu petre Tvlis, rom pavle daRupavs mis `sulier Svils~_ maSin petres adreve unda e m x i l e b i n a pavle, sanam mis `sulier Svilze~ midgeboda jeri!...
mrevlis simravles, rogorc wesi, mieltvian sulieri xedvisa da gamocdilebis uqoneli `moZRvrebi~, radganac arc aqvT gacnobierebuli, Tu rasTan aqvT saqme, radganac sulier brZolaSi arc arian Cabmulni. WeSmariti moZRvroba urTulesi ramaa, amaze rTuli saqmianoba ar arsebobs! es uxilavi da daundobeli brZolaa TiToeuli adamianis sulze!..
sxva sakiTxia is, Tu ratom surs morwmunes Seicvalos moZRvari, ra udevs safuZvlad mis am `gadasvlas!~ _ bevrs ara Tu morCileba, aramed samarTliani SeniSvnis miRebac ar surs. bevrs, surs moZRvari ise eqceodes, rogorc es mas awyobs da warmoudgenia. bevrs, saerTod, ver gaugia moZRvris aucileblobis arsi. bevri, saerTod, zarmaci da uqnaraa. bevri ki _ msubuqi da Tavneba; _ aseTi xalxi, babua, moZRvars ver ipovnis!... da Tu miagnes wmida moZRvrebs, isini mainc win ver wavlen!..
11. kiTxva: mama giorgi, morwmunes aqvs Tu ara ufleba, hkiTxos Tavis moZRvars: miiyvans Tu ara sasufevelSi, xom ar aris aseTi kiTxva codva?
pasuxi:Tu es sakiTxi ara aqvs morwmunes garkveuli, ra Tqma unda, unda hkiTxos, aba ra! am kiTxvaSi me codvas ver vxedav, piriqiT! vis SeuZlia es ufleba waarTvas morwmunes?! morwmunes am kiTxvis dasmis ufleba araTu aqvs, aramed me Tu mkiTxavT, yvela unda ekiTxebodes moZRvars amas, moZRvrad arCevis dros!...
adamiani, romelic seriozulad da mTeli arsebiT zrunavs sasufevelSi moxvedraze da surs maradiuli cxovreba, bunebrivia, Rrmad unda iyos darwmunebuli Tavisi moZRvris _ megzuris gamocdilebasa da SesaZleblobebSi.
morwmune darwmunebuli unda iyos imaSi, rom moZRvari aucileblad miiyvans mas sasufevelSi, roca, Tavis mxriv, morwmunec yvelafers gaakeTebs amisaTvis. aba rogor?! es aucilebeli kiTxvaa!... me Zalian momewona es kiTxva.
moZRvarma unda SeZlos zustad pasuxis gacema! aq mikibv-mokibva ar ivargebs!... pasuxi unda iyos safuZvliani da damajerebeli! dadebiTi pasuxis SemTxvevaSi, Tavis mxriv, morwmunemac unda aRuTqvas morCileba da mxned aitanos sasufevlisken mimavali gzis iwroebani.
cxonebis gzaze moZRvari umTavresi faqtoria: me gemorCilebi, suls gabareb, vSromob da vwvalob, da Sen rom iq daniSnulebis adgilze ar mimiyvano, ra gamodis?! mRupav? es taqsiT mgzavroba nurvis hgonia, babua; mZRols wereTlis gamziri WavWavaZeSi aerios! sulier moZRvars Tu `gamziri~ `aeria!~, damijereT is mere ukan ver mobrundeba!~... amitom, morwmunes evaleba kargad gamoikvlios da daadginos: miiyvans Tu ara misi moZRvari _ megzuri mas sasufevelSi! winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi me ar mesmis moZRvris ayvanis azri?!
Ees SekiTxva TavSi mouva mxolod imaT, vinc WeSmaritad zrunavs, ganicdis, iRvwis sasufevelSi asvlas!...
me ver getyviT, vin rogor pasuxs mogcemT moZRvarTagan, magram erTs getyviT: keTili da WeSmariti moZRvari aucileblad zedmeti `Tavmdablobis~ gareSe mogcemT pasuxs, rom mas SeuZlia migiyvanos RmerTTan, Tu amisTvis Senc yvelafers gaakeTeb.
sulieri moZRvris daniSnuleba swored esaa!.. Tu moZRvars es SekiTxva gaukvirda, `maSin kargad gvqonia saqme!...~
WeSmarit moZRvars marTla SeuZlia morwmune miiyvanos sasufevelSi, radgan man icis sasufeveli, is iqidan aris Camosuli. mas gaRweuli aqvs RmerTamde, suliT is sul sasufevelSia, radgan RmerTia masSi!...
WeSmarit moZRvars SeuZlia adamiani sicocxleSive gaiyvanos RmerTamde!... Seamecnos sakuTari Tavi, gauRos gulis kari da RmerTi moiwvios mis gulSi, ris Semdegac morwmune aq dedamiwaze suliT sasufevelSia! gasagebia?! WeSmariti moZRvari es dedacaa! moZRvars SeuZlia RmerTi gapovninos da `moZRvars~ SeuZlia, eSmakis kerZic gagxados. qriste RmerTi xom gvafrTxilebs: `gana SeuZlia brmas brmis megzuroba?! gana oriveni ormoSi ar Cacvivdebian?!~.
saqarTvelos hyavs WeSmariti _ wmida moZRvrebi da pativi miageT maT! radgan moZRvaria is ostati, romelic qristes binad gadagigcevT guls!
12. kiTxva: - mama giorgi, xalxSi bevri miTqma_moTqmaa imis Sesaxeb, rom zogierT taZarSi jvriswerasa da naTlobaze `Tanxa~ aqvT dadgenili moZRvrebs. ramdenad marTebulia aseTi gansazRvruli Tanxis SemoReba.
pasuxi: _ ra giTxraT, Tu iciT, babua: arc `intrigani~ adamianebi gamolevia qveyanas da arc fulis Mmoyvaruli `mRvdlebi~. Mme ver getyviT, romeli `satarifo normatividan~ gamomdinare iTxovs mRvdeli 100 dolars jvrisweraze da 50 lars naTlobaze, magram is mRvdeli, romelic am Tanxas daJinebiT moiTxovs, ar aris mRvdeli da gabrundi da wadi!.. ra madli unda hqondes aseT mRvdels?!.. patiosani mRvdlebic hyavs RmerTs. verc imaTi gamigia rame, vinc xuTaskacian qorwils ixdian. `Citis rZes~ ar akleben sufras, marto sadedoflo kabaSi xuTi aTas dolars ixdian. Tavis mosawoneblad fuli ar enanebaT, xolo mRvdlisTvis, romelic qorwinebas akanonebs, akurTxebs, gamravlebasa da keTildReobas gamoiTxovs RvTisagan, rame rom gaiRon, xelebi rom ukankalebT!.. orive aq moyvanili SemTxveva uRmrToebis nimuSia. Tu Tavi qristianad mogaqvs, maSin is unda icode, rom naTloba da jvriswera adamianisaTvis gacilebiT mniSvnelovania, vidre is, Tu ramdeni kaci Segiqebs pur-marils. RmerTma yvelas misces mdidruli sufrebis gadaxdis saSualeba da amasTan imisi S e g n e b a c, rom RmerTis moSiSebiT, pativi miagos patiosan mRvdelTmsaxurs, romlis Sroma veranairi fuliT ver dafasdeba.