KiTxva: ras gvirCev, mamao, rom RvTis saTnod vicxovroT?
Date: 2015-10-07; view: 484.
KiTxva: mama giorgi, vsargeblob SemTxveviT da msurs mogmarToT kiTxviT: xalxSi bevri miTqma-moTqmaa imis Sesaxeb, rom Tqvens mier 7 noembris movlenebis Sefasebisa da mefis Sesaxeb gamoTqmuli mosazrebis gamo SegiCerdaT mRvdelmoqmedeba, ramdenad samarTlianad TvliT adgilobrivi mRvdel mTavris, meufe kalistates, gadawyvetilebas?
pasuxi: (mkacrad) jer erTi, kargad mogexsenebaT, rom me sasuliero piri var da ara politikosi, amitom am sakiTxze sajaro saubari mizanSewonilad ar mimaCnia, da meore, me var qarTuli eklesiis mRvdelmsaxuri da sruliad vemorCilebi rjulis kanonsa da eklesiis dadgenilebebs. aqedan gamomdinare, rogori gadawyvetilebac ar unda mieRo mRvdelmTavars, movale viyavi, davmorCilebodi mas... rac gavakeTe kidevac... es eklesiaa!... aq SfoTi da piradi abiciebi dauSvebelia! mters meti ki ar unda ram!..
me ra mRvdelmsaxuri viqnebodi, rom damewyo Tavis marTleba da saCivrebiT sirbili!... romc ar vyofiliyavi sasuliero piri _ me es bunebaSi ar midevs... uRmerTod araferi xdeba!... dideba RmerTs! me ki ara eklesiis udidesi mamebi SeuCerebiaT!... mosamarTle ki RmerTia!... me mTeli cxovreba viyavi mindobili RmerTs da ase var dRemde. RmerTi aravis daukargavs simarTles da maT Soris mec!...
me ar ganmikiTxavs mRvdelmTavris gadawyvetileba _ SemaCera da mec davemorCile!.. magram erTi ram mtkiced mwams, me arc RmerTis, arc eklesiis da arc Cemi xalxis mimarT im sityvebiT ar Semicodavs... me Cemi xalxis siyvaruliT Cemi azri gamovTqvi da aravisTvis damivalebia gazeTSi gamoeqveynebinaT... moewona im adamians da gamoaqveyna... ra vuyoT mere, xom ar davaxrCobT amisTvis... icis RmerTma, Cemi mosazreba aravis mimarT boroti zraxviT ar gamomiTqvams!...
rac Seexeba SimSils... me viSimSile ara protestis niSnad, aramed imitom rom, roca mRvdeli ar wiravs, sustdeba sulierad da amiT ki sargebloben boroti sulebi. amitom aseT dros, maTgan Tavdacvis uZlieres iaraRs warmoadgens S i m S i l i da piradi locva. vfiqrob, gasagebad agixseniT SimSilobis mizezi. SimSili CemTvis ar aris axali... es eriskacisTvisaa marxva msubuqi. sulier brZolebSi Cabmuli msaxurisaTvis ki marxva – SimSilia!
rac Seexeba imas, icoda Tu ara uwmindesma Cems Sesaxeb, getyviT: rogorc me miTxres, uwmindess gvian Seutyvia... me orjer viyavi uwmindesTan mRvdelmTavris kurTxeviT da uwmindesma aRmidgina msaxureba, magram adgilze sxva gadawyvetilebas iRebdnen Cems mimarT!...
dRes es sakiTxi, rogorc xedavT, mogvarebulia da me Cveulebriv vmsaxureb. madloba RmerTs da wm.daviT da konstantines!
pasuxi:ras girCevT!... ras iTxovs RmerTi Cvengan: sanTels, cxvars, fuls Tu ras? ra sWirdeba RmerTs Cvengan?! _ araferi, is mxolod guls iTxovs da imis garkvevaSi, gvaqvs Tu ara RvTis saTno guli, isev RmerTive gvexmareba. amisTvis RvTismetyveleba araa aucilebeli, arc codna da didi azrovneba. ager, gaixedeT quTaisis centrSi, arkebTan, 80 wlis naxevradSeumosavi, usaxlkaro adamiani rom zis... is zamTar-zafxul, yinvasa da siciveSi, dRe da Rame zis... nuTu ar gewviT guli? dReSi orjer CauvliT, mSvidad gZinavT saxlebSi, locvebs kiTxulobT da RvTismetyvelebasac kadnierad arCevT. aris aseTi guli saTno?
mowyale RmerTi, romelic matlsa da Citebs kvebavs, gana im `glaxaks~ ar Seeweva?! Seinaxavs, magram Tqven ra pasuxs gascemT qristes, romelic ityvis: `vinaidan mSioda da saWmeli ar momeciT; mwyuroda da ar masviT, ucxo viyavi da ar mimiReT, SiSveli viyavi da ar SemmoseT, sneuli viyavi da sapyrobileSi ar mominaxuleT.~ (maTe 25.41-42-43). da kidev: `WeSmaritad geubnebiT Tqven, rogorc araferi gaukeTeT am mcireTagans, arc me gamikeTeT~. gana, adamians guli sevdis mogvramde ar unda aRelvebdes saqarTveloSi qarTveli kacis aseTi tanjva: sneuli, asakovani, natanji, mSier-mwyurvali adamianis yureba. gana misi tanjva ar gvexeba Cven? romel CvenTagans aqvs ufleba gankiTxvisa, Tu ratom, ra mizeziT zis. mTavari xom isaa, rom is tanjvas gadis, is xom erisTvisac itanjeba. da ra?!... vinme xuTi wuTiT mainc ar SeCerdeba masTan, rom daelaparakos, rom tanjvaSi cota agrZnobinos, rom is marto ar aris. aq, samSobloSi, aravin misiani?! dafiqrdiT, Tu guli yovelive amas mSvidobiT itans, gekiTxebiT _Seva aseTi adamianis gulSi qriste?! da Tu qristes Tqven ar uSvebT gulSi, xarT Rirsi rom qristem SegiSvaT mis samefoSi?
me tanjva ar mikvirs, magram im RvTiskacis sacodaobiT cremlebiT mevseba Tvalebi, nuTu xelisuflebas erTxel ar SuniSnavs moxuci adamiani, am tanjvaSi myofi. arada, xom evaleba samsaxureobrivadac, da Tu ver SeniSnes, RmerTic ver SeniSnavs maT. arCevnebSi, reklamebSi amden fuls rom xarjaven, marto qaRaldebSi, ramden upovars mouwyobda TavSesafars. maT amisTvis ar scaliaT, `saqveyno saqmeebs~ akeTeben?! hoda, getyviT, aseTi guliT, verafersac ver gaakeTeben!...
bevri ram davkargeT qarTvelebma: siyvaruli, siTbo, mowyaleba, Sendoba, patieba, marxva, sixaruli, saRmrTo xedva. da Tu es yvelaferi ar davibruneT, rogorRa viqnebiT qarTvelebi? arada qarTveloba aucilebelia qarTveli kacisTvis, radgan qarTveloba RmerTisgan gvaweria!
im RvTiskacs RmerTi icavs, sxvanairad rogor gauZlebda am tanjvas; is uZlebs, radgan didi sulia masSi. is sikvdilze midis eris siyvaruliT, is RvTis davalebas pirnaTlad asrulebs da marTali wardgeba RvTis winaSe. is zis, rom usityvod, Tavisi tanjviT gons movegoT, gamovfxizldeT, sakuTar gulebSi CavixedoT da davinaxoT, rogor davcildiT RmerTs. is zis, imitom rom CvenSi TanagrZnoba, siyvaruli, sinanuli aRZras, is zis, rom Sen cxonde, Sen ki 20 TeTrians ugdeb da garbixar saxlSi!...
is Seumosavia xorcielad, magram Semosilia qristes madliT. is usaxlkaroa, magram didi sasaxle elodeba sasufevelSi. is martoa, mas adamianebi ar esaubrebian, magram am martoobaSi Tavad RmerTi esaubreba, is glaxakia, magram didi meufis karze didi veziria. aseT `glaxakebs~ qarTvelebi Zvelad `WeSmariti meufis darbazis wevrebs~ eZaxdnen. mis Semweebs, RmerTi arasodes miatovebs da miutevebs codvebs. `mowyaleba sikvdilisganac ixsnis kacs da bnels aaridebs~ (tobiTi. T. 3.10).
glaxakebi RmerTs swored imitom hyavs qveynad, maTi pativismcemelni acxovnos. es RmerTis mier mocemuli kidev erTi saSualebaa cxonebisa, Tumca sxvaTa usastikesi tanjvis xarjze da nu davkargavT am saSualebas, radgan sxva gza ufro Zneli da mtkivneuli aRsasrulebelia. amitom, me gTxovdiT, rom mixedoT da pativi miagoT maT!...
qarTveli Tavisi bunebiT qristiania, amitom Tavad guli gikarnaxebT imas, Tu rogor saTno eyoT RmerTs, amitom guls miendeT.
me ki daglocavT da Cvens ers vusurveb winsvlas, sixaruls, gamarjvebas, siyvaruls da gabrwyinebas.
SeviyvaroT erTmaneTi, SevundoT erTmaneTs da RmerTs davekiTxoT Cveni qveynis bed-iRbali, da RmerTi dagvawynarebs, gagvaerTianebs da gaabrwyinebs saqarTvelos!...